Mental Demise

r the existence?
Where is the place in subconscious,
Leading you through?

Bottomless world in the brain,
Timeless question of mankind
You are only weak-will doll,
You are only slave.

Is it possible to penetrate
To the source of life?
On the side of consciousness
Thought is twist
Source – is reality of the life process
Must be found!

From the deathless abyss now light appears
Transform of emotions penetrate through borders
Cognition of the higher substances of existence –
It's a key for the doors to eternal life

2. Maniacal Progression

Human pain, human fear – negatives will disappear
Passive ire, tolerance – heavy chains
Ignorance is the cause of the slavery of mind
Psychological violence it's my chance

On the keys of brain, by emotion's notes,
Submit to my will you'll play
Through the pools of blood across the piles of dead,
Flowers will grow of escape
Rebuilt your emotions, influence your feelings,
With maniac's possession insist you on love

Distorted your subconscious, changed your existence,
Trespassed your desires – into depth of your life
Program is penetrates through the gates of the brain
Slave will be happy at the day of his death
Iridescent perspectives for the dull mankind
Perverts the destruction and begins the new life
I'm your messiah, I'm a king of your dreams,
I'm that man, who'll present you new day

Ignorance is the cause of the slavery of mind
Psychological violence it's my chance

Deathless underworld will not frighten you
And when you die – you'll laugh
Your life in my hands, consciousness in my power
Violent–makes joy – your joy!
Through the pools of blood, across the piles of dead
Flowers will grow of escape

3. Mechanism of the Defeat

Cold, invisible, brutal invasion
Burn the glass surface of eyes,
Dissolved across the structure of brain,
Tentacles of control wind round the mind

Mental influence protects your feelings,
Implanting the display of happiness,
Through the obstacle of psycho-defense,
And mixed with the cells of consciousness,
Annihilate individual traits
Defeated, deranged
Distort your perceptions of space
And destruct your fear of death
Penetrate and defeat

Love, what verges on lunacy
Birth, what verges on agony
Thoughts, what verge on suicide, -
All of you run to deadlock

Cold, invisible, brutal invasion
Burn the glass surface of eyes,
Dissolved across the structure of brain,
Tentacles of control wind round the mind

4. Anomaly

Fear of the panic you can feel
Your essence atrophied with your smile,
Terrible illusion – sickly laugh
Shade of beasts is flash in your eyes

Blind fury attest a brain damage
Perversion perception of the life
Mad fun – subconscious disease
On level of reflection of survival

Roots of anomaly in your head,
Mental disharmony – painful thoughts
Pathologic action – real death
Structure of existence is deform

It's a phenomenon is identical to the end
Uncontrollable process of influence is unturned

Anthropomorphizing echoes of emotions
Buried in ruins of your consciousness

Your feeling is exaggerates
Detachment into inner man

Empty eyes,
Cruel hands,
Infected mind –
Chaos time...

Anomaly

5. Individual Megalomania of Consciousness

Global catastrophe, moral cataclysm,
Inhuman atrocity, payment for ideal
Psychological atrophy, realizing other ones,
Empty thoughts – the giant cycle

Your look to the space,
Gives birth to the vice,
You become like a god
On the edge of mankind

Hear the last breath – feeling of your bliss,
Blood on your hands – power for your life
It's your own world, ruthless superman,
None exists in darkness...

Painful inner world
Still tight day by day
No way to the past –
Only path to nowhere

Presentiment of the last mistake
Twisted your diseased mind
Unknown aspect of mental fall
Revealed in actions of reckless man
What is the other step? Logical slaughter?
Cause of disappearing of human form

Chimera of consequence finds the real forms –
It means the slow clouding of crystal source
Of dwell... dwell

6. Resistance (On the side)

Horrible alternations, twisted modifications
Of human existence
Continual fear, belated bitter understanding
Crawl into my mind
I'm stopped by my hands giant heart of the Earth
Stream of life agonize, fill the space by the dead
Secret pain aspire out, turn by pieces my essence,
Cries of rage, cries of hate penetrate through my soul
In confused thoughts I foresee
Sigh of my doomsday

Unknown cursed, hidden threat
I feel in the gloomy space
In my face beast comes,
Perhaps, it's a morbid dream?
Who put this mad thought
To my primitive mind?
Who put sadistic tools
To the disobedience hands?

Maybe it's insanity? It's, obvious, not an illusion –
When the grave adsorbs me?
I resist on the side of the slowly dying mankind,
The mad genius – evil mind
I'm stopped by my hands giant heart of the Earth
Stream of life agonize, fill the space by the dead
Secret pain aspire out, turn by pieces my essence,
Cries of rage, cries of hate penetrate through my soul

Life and death mix in one,
Erase borders between them
I can see far from me
Faces of the different deaths
Their smiles wake up
Ancient fear of the dark
They come, they bring
Torches and release from flesh

7. Messiah, Who Doesn't Takes the Deliverance

You tired out, encirclement and grow numbed you will wait
For thousand hands and expiation by the death
Blessed feelings in uniting with Eternal; bleed flesh
Are contemplation for the soul

Dreadful panic, bitter fear and remorse,
Dissolution in the darkness for ever
Feverish convulsive movements, hopeless scream,
Individual Golgotha eclipsed the mind

Indifference seizes the essence –
Payment by the death for the rash absurd thoughts
Firebreathing stoves of the chaos
Devour the trash of your sick dying consciousness

Time frayed through the remains of your membrane
Gives birth to your pain, murder of the helpless souls
You know the time of your timeless suffering
In abyss of the space, - You're damned messiah!

Headless body – nameless corpse
In the mess of mankind – worthless

Pseudo-clearance, fatal mistake, moral fall,
Messiah who can't save people out of darkness
Dead apostle of mad religion, who disturbed the human brain,
Dreams turn to nothing, disappeared, you'll wait for laugh –
You take the death wheeze...
Purposeful monster – selected victim,
As the consequence of greediness
Thousand hands destroy your body,
Will you want the end like it?
Atmosphere is charged by venom,
Rise your hands to blackened sun
In the vacuum of the cosmos – pulsed brain – ethereal bomb
Time will come and when the planet
Will turn into the lonely desert,
Your useless bones snow white on sand –
The Earth becomes your giant tomb

Abstract knowledge, mental depth –
Your subconscious is exhausted
Roots grows from the past:
Ages to ages, dust to dust...

8. Mass Suicidal Psychosis

Soul, like a grain disappeared in darkness,
The process of corruption is aggravated
The fatal stage of mind's degradation
Inexorably moved to the last line

Aggressive activity of yesterday's gods
Takes turns to the mass delirious psychosis
Hallucinated panoramas of endless non-being,
Paralyzed the consciousness by tenacious paws of death
Exhausting bodies, sunken empty eyes,
The row of living dead, thirsting for deliverance

Dreadful illusions,
From abstract desires
Transform into reality
Of suicidal psychosis

Agonizing suffering is blind
Atrophied soul is bleed

Disfiguring subconscious choose the only way:
Following the death – the relief will come
Feverish inducements give orders to the body
The blind eyes in the dusk take pleasure in last moment

Hand compress the blade
Blood runs out of veins
Desolation comes –
Preludium of end

Disfiguring subconscious choose the only way:
Following the death – the relief will come
Feverish inducements give orders to the body
The blind eyes in the dusk take pleasure in last moment

Aggressive activity of yesterday's gods
Takes turns to the mass delirious psychosis
Hallucinated panoramas of endless non-being,
Paralyzed the consciousness by tenacious paws of death
Exhausting bodies, sunken empty eyes,
The row of living dead, thirsting for death...

9. Metastasis of the Pathologic Mind

Timeless question of existence –
mortality of consciousness' life
Endless, as the ancient chaos,
or momentary, as the flesh?

Faint, weak-willed, worthless
Puppet-man is try
To cross the threshold
Irrevocably exhaust the consciousness
The actions are limited by time –
The pitiless guardian of eternity
Gripped in the vice of space,
Uselessly spitted by emotions

Imaged yourself, as supercreation,
In vain you run from reality,
Creating your unsteady world,
Limit yourself, degrades

Individual illusions of existence not belonging to another's
Interventions:
After that destruction will come of the crystal
Subconscious's walls

So, what is ruled over you? Whose voice is inaudible speaks?
Who'll cruel fingers carefully draw the driving reins?
Maybe it's a cosmic supermind, created you for experience,
Now invisibly rule over you, lead from the birth to the death?

Or, maybe it's a mystic ghost,
Whom deathless eye
Is rule the destiny long since?
He mercilessly beat, or mercy send
Endless rows of hypothesis, -
But life is still the riddle
The venom and love are stir in her,
The birth with the death are accompany

In the depth of your pathology,
Suffer in your sick pride,
Disfigure the fragile structure,
Ungloriously tore to pieces in pains
And at the threshold of eternity,
Feeling the death's breath,
Hold by cold of the grave
You are dissolve in the darkness

But metastasis is remains, eating the damaged minds
The terrible process is last; the mental slaughter is rage

And time, counting the moments,
Erases the remains of the past
Thorns into dust the existence,
Pitilessly continue the calculation...