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« Forever Alone »
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1 | Forever Alone
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| 2 | Confused
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| 3 | You Disappear
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| 4 | Cold
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| 5 | Rain Whole Day
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| 6 | Between Sky And Sea |
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This piece of art was created between August 2002 and August 2003 in Saint-Petersburg, inspired by a mix of mind confusion and nature tranquility experienced on the northern coast of the Gulf of Finland. Thanks to everybody who listened and reviewed the first recordings encouraging me to keep working, and to those people who helped me to fight emptiness during these times: Agent, Andr, Angedoniya, Anthesteria, Arw, beautiful life, emily, Eugenya, Gran Groll, Messs, October, Tamit. I was not alone! |
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| Forever Alone
Why can't you give me just a piece of warmth?
Do i ask for too much?
Why don't you feel like me?
Why nobody feels like me?
Forever alone
For how many years will this last?
And why i can't resign these thoughts?
Why can't i take it as it stands:
I will forever be alone
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Forever alone
* * *
Confused
Look at me with these strange eyes
Touch something deep inside me
Guess what do i hold inside
You don't see anything, blinded
Are you able to think with own head?
Are you able to have own beliefs?
So, while the other ones pray
Let us just stand here and miss
And i blame the whole world for this
Twist my feelings all way around
Force me to wear this black shroud
Turn all my love into hate
* * *
You Disappear
You stand by the seashore
Turned your back to me
The sky is full of clouds
Leaving just a narrow gleam over the horizon
Sky and sea merge together
Into deep dark blue abyss
You are gazing upon this view
With hair blowing about by the breeze
And while i'm approaching
You disappear
Leaving nothing
But striking chill
To remind me
That you were here
* * *
Cold
And whatever i remember i remember it cold
My feelings were never warmer than a stone
There is no devotion my heart could achieve
My mind has no purpose feelings could give
And wherever i go
And whatever you told
Cold - from the day i born
Cold - every cell of my soul
* * *
Rain Whole Day
Grey sky, mighty pines, sacred land
Why my visions became dull and grey?
Why fresh air seems stuffy to me?
Why i can hardly breath?
"Rain is the tears left inside the heart haven't found the way outside"
It was raining all day long, turning the world into something liquid and muddy
Nothing could withstand, flowing down in an endless stream
So is my spirit, fluently sinking into a liquid grey bog
Where everything drowns in morbid doze
The rain washed away my tears
Washed away my feelings
Washed all me away
It was raining whole day
* * *
Between Sky and Sea
Waves leisurely run up to my feet
Their measured lapping calms me
No soul around isn't it pleasant?
Now i need nothing but this vast expanse
And this quiet lapping
In everlasting motion
The clouds stretch into long flakes
Fantastically lightened by
Invisible rays of sun
They form an amazing world
A world between sky and sea
A world i always yearned for
And now i'm finally rising above the earth
And now i'm finally flying towards my dream
And now i finally dissolve and become
Serene essence soaring among
The clouds, the clouds
Soaring among